dropping by

alrighty. see what a time waster i am. midterm break's almost over. and i have not accomplished much. sad to say. sigh. where has all the time gone? anyway, way back when...monday. hady became SG idol 2. muahahahaha! knew it. I KNEW IT!!!! jonathan cannot sing! the new single song was so cool! it totally fit hady so well. it was obviously not suited for jon's voice. haha! error in judgement cost him the title of SG idol. little tidbit i heard. i heard that both hady and taufik auditioned to be bar singer at this certain bar. and while hady got the place, taufik did not. BUT look at both of them now! both are SG idol. woah! is that cool or what?! anyway, mum and dad got tickets to go to the indoor stadium for the show. :p i wanted to go but mum didn't allow me to skip choir. bleah.

nus choir. that is becoming one of my full time jobs sia. i spent practically the ENTIRE break on choir stuff. how sad is that? my life revolves solely around school and choir. seriously. i was so depressed with my life, on thursday night, i almost cried at the bus stop while waiting for the freaking bus. at that point, thank god for portable clack. i do NOT want to make a fool of myself in public. i think i'm becoming more and more depressed. :p not good. it's a psychological illness, depression is. anyway, cos thursday was a BAD day.

thursday, woke up in pain from leg cramp in my right leg. fucking pain lah! can you imagine. i couldn't move to rub my leg to warm it up. can practically feel every single freaking muscle in my calf contracting and twisting. now i know how people can drown from having leg cramps. anyway, then, bright and early, went to the UCC for the PM workshop. that went ok. slept in the 151. aircon! down side, there was tv mobile but my mp3 could cover the sound, so it was ok. despite my effort to leave the house later, i still reached the UCC half hour early. :p first half of the workshop was ok. there were less people than wednesday tho. but that was ok. had lunch with johni at business. had toothache. from that weird jutting out tooth at the back. i think it was caused because when i was chewing my sweet, i bit it down wrong. damn scared lah. i don't want to have to pull out the tooth. and when that part of the mouth has problems, the defects can be felt in all it's horrigible detail. so...

the afternoon session was ok, i think. we were back about 10minutes early to the UCC. johni accidently kiaped my left toe in between the seats in the hall. oh. my. god. P-A-I-N!! it was those foldable seats, you know the kind that springs upwards when you don't sit in them? ya, those kinds. at the back, there was hard plastic casing and a space between the chair back and the seat. so, my foot was there, and johni didn't know and he released the chair. the rest is history. you know the interesting part, there isn't even a blue-black on my toe. so, there you go. 2 legs in pain. almost fell asleep in the afternoon session. so sleepy. and the hall so nice to sleep in.

anyway, after the thing, went to YIH to photocopy carolling scores for jubilate. :p i should make them all pay me sia. such a large bulk of my money goes to photocopying for them. why that fk create so much redtape to use the machine in the priests house??! anyway, then, went to subway for dinner. something interesting also. the cashier guy gave me one of those huge plastic cups free. O.O cool! i actually thought he did it by accident, cos the lady before me was asking how much one of those cost and he told her it wasn't for sale. the story of how i got the cup, as i paid for my meal, he plonked my food and the cup on the counter. i was planning to just leave the cup cos i didn't think it was mine. then, i noticed that one of the handles of my food plastic bag was broken, so i asked him for another bag. he took another bag, and put the cup into the bag and pushed it towards me. okay...so, i assumed the cup was mine and took it. haha! i gave the cup to joseph in the end. he was saying he needed a water bottle. and besides, i already got one of those at home that i don't use. so, rather than letting it collect dust...

actually, looking back, i don't know why the day ended up with me almost crying at the bus stop. it was ok wat. maybe cos i was so darn tired. and thinking about jubilate, the event management stuff...dunno. i can't remember. i just know that it was so bad...i had to resort to clack to make me happy. i had loaded the MAKING FACES into my player. so watched that (go watch!). made me smile. god bless clay for being able to do that. that was thursday.

then, friday. was an interesting day. firstly, i was supposed to meet jasmine and co at 11am at tamp to do our EL project. i overslept. when i woke up, i found that it was already 10am. so, rushed lor. took the train. and guess what! i was the first one to arrive! muahahaha! me, jasmine, su hui and adeline went to starbucks first. it was SO empty. we were supposed to be observing the language use there, but it ended up being an outing. haha! we ordered coffee and cakes and gossiped. then we went to ya kun and basically did the same thing. if i wasn't on a time limit, we would probably have gone to burger king and cafe cartel also. haha! had some fun at least.

friday afternoon was blown on linear algebra. thank god joseph asked me if i did the homework yet cos i did not know there was homework to do on it. so, rushed it out. haven't finished yet. left 3 questions i think. that crazy prof lian. i seriously seriously do not know what he's trying to do. i cannot understand his book at all. and you know what one of the questions implied to do? it implied for us to find the determinant of a 4x4 matrix. i took one entire foolscap page and still didn't get the answer. and most frustrating, that part i think needs a theorem that i've heard of but never proven. and me being stupid as i am, can't do proofs from scratch like that. so, refer to my MA1101 textbook. the theorem is there but "the proof of this part is beyond the scope of this text and will be omitted". wtf.

saturday. had the skin center performance in the morning. running late. but i ran into iris, huai zhi and adyll on the train. muahaha! so, not so bad given that the president and SC is late too. the performance went quite ok i think. some of the juniors seemed unsure of the choir protocol regarding attire. some of them were not wearing black accessories, strappy heels, and some were still wearing their jewellery. and some of them didn't know how to tie the skirt. *shakes head* anyway, i didn't do much work today. i just couldn't concentrate. so sad.

tmr really have to chiong for MA1102 liao. the test on tuesday and i still don't understand squeeze theorem and the epsilon-delta definition. die.




mood: sick (runny nose)
listening to: my bro practicing for his solo tmr.